Disappointment, why is it always like that?

I hate myself, seriously.
How the hell can I end up failing 3 EOYs papers?
HOW THE BLOODY HELL DID I DO IT?

Failed both sciences, as expected.
Luckily didn't fail by a huge margin.
Failed Chem by 2 marks and Physics, tsk, 9 marks.
At least Im a little happy cos my physics is like the average score in my class.
See, now you know how badly my class did for physics.

And I was putting all my hopes on both my maths.
AND WTH?!
I failed E.Maths and got B4 for A.Maths.
I think I can go bang the wall and just bleed till I frickin' die.
It's not that I didn't know how to do, in fact, I know how to do almost everything.
Now you might ask, how the hell did I fail E.Maths and got such a low mark for A.Maths?

BECAUSE OF MY CARELESS-NESS DAMN IT!
I minus AT LEAST 30 marks for E.Maths due to stupid dumb careless mistakes.
For example, I put + as - for my equation, I took the larger number minus the smaller number, and the question asked me to find percentage, I went to find the value instead. I substract instead of adding.

So I kind of screwed up the Part A for this question,
therefore the following Part B and Part C, I got zero.
And it's not that I frickin' don't know how to do, it's just im super not careful.

This is the MOST screwed up test in my entire sec school life so far, and it's going to be the last time I screwed up so badly due to stupid careless mistakes.

I hate myself