Lost my temper, my composure.

I just cannot believe it, seriously.
I lost my temper, lost my style, lost my composure, most importantly my pride.

What the hell was I thinking of just now?
I have no idea.

Thanks Brenden, Bryan, Teng, Kenneth Yong and Xuan De.
Thanks a lot, I really really need it.

All of that waiting,
All of that preparation of this day,
All of that styling of hair, picking the nicest shirt from my cupboard,
All of that thinking of what to say, what should I do when she's bored,
All my efforts were down the drain.

If Im damn rude to any one of you just now,
Im so sorry, because I really couldn't control my emotions,
it's overflowing everywhere.

Do I even have the right to tell someone to relax?
Cos I can't even do that myself.
And If you ever ask me that question, I'll answer you here.

YES, IM BLOODY FUCKING JEALOUS.

Love isn't finding someone you can live with.
It's finding someone you can't live without.