为什么要FLOP!

Go on, you can laugh at me, tease me, do whatever you want to me now.
Im fricking pissed with myself.
I was 9th today, I lost my chance to the finals by 0.01s.

I had a bad feeling in the morning, and indeed, it happened.
I ran a 12.00s today, wth.
IF I COULD HIT MY PB TODAY, IF I COULD HIT IT I WOULD BE 7TH,
PROBABLY 6TH, IF...

I have no idea what the hell is going through my mind this morning.
I lost my concentration, lost my focus, lost my determination, lost the race.

Boey flopped his race today too, 9th postion, too.
My primary school friend, from 8th, ALSO dropped to 9th.
Even my very very special friend DQ-ed her 4x100m race!

Felt damn sad for her.
Although it's not her fault, but still, damn wasted.

Hey, I know Im not only the one who flopped, but think about it.
HOW FRICKING CLOSE IS 0.01S, HEY, IT'S NOT 0.1 SEC, IT'S 0.01!

Wait till next year guys, Im so gonna get a medal,
I FINALLY WOKE UP, and im fortunate enough that I still have my next year.

PS: God damn it, I still have chinese O levels oral tomorrow.
Oh, Louis flopped his race too, but he still get into finals as 6th, 12.15s.

Life is about successes and failures. If you can conqueor and overcome those failures, you're bound to success.