Why must it all happened at the same time?

Great, my old injury on my right arm is back.
What's more, I injured my left knee on SAT and I thought it was nothing,
until I ran today.
I can't even get onto the damn starting blocks.
My knee hurts whenever I tried to get on it.
Im pratically limping around today.
And what's worse,
FRIDAY IS MY FREAKING 100M HEATS,
TUESDAY IS 4X100M!

I doubt I could even recover so quickly. Am I really gonna be out of 4x100m relays?

And wth, Bird did a WONDERFUL thing today,
he requested a trial for the 4x400m sometime this week.
Nice, a freaking trial.
Do you freaking think I could compete with anyone in this condition?
Remember that time?
During sec 1 and 2, when I hated 400m like crap, you guys forced me to run.
Now when I finally learned how to embrace the event, when I finally can say
"I WANT TO RUN THE 4OOM RACE, I LOVE THE 400M RACE!"
Im deprived of it.

Great, now im only left with 1 event if I don't recover in time,
the event which I got both 6th during sec 1 and 8th during sec 2, the 100m race.

And my whole freaking bag was drenched, so were my BOOKS and HOMEWORK.
And and and, chinese O level oral is next Wed, during nationals, wth.

Im already very frustrated. Give a me a freaking break will ya?
I just hope I can recover quickly, and to run at my best.
I don't want to wear the "happy face" mask and cheer everyone up, telling them to
"LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE" or "YOU'VE DID YOUR BEST"
when I couldn't even freaking do that myself.
Cos sometimes, there's no freaking bright side to look forward to.

And sometimes I really wonder, if im always the kaypo bastard who tell people to cheer up when they're down, then who will cheer me up if im down?

My Term 3 life is ALREADY screwing up, and everything else is falling with it...